JemPD
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
No, and it actually makes me quite cross that people who clearly do not understand ME think they can go around on twitter telling people what it isnt - telling people what PwME do not suffer from.Do people think this is right?
preciselyNot as written or in conception no.
Mikaela Olsen appears to have no lived understanding of what ME is and is therefore making false comparisons.
My symptoms can vary in type, number and severity, in an instant.
After all this time I have still no more than a broad idea, more often an educated hope, of what may be possible for me to achieve in the next couple of hours, and a probable price for doing so.
According to Mikaela Olsen this suggests I 'have' post covid - when in fact I have had ME for 35+ years.
This. Every word of it.It is all making me feel ... well, I don't know what I feel.
The variation and unpredictability of when symptoms will attack and what they will be means it can't be ME but that variation is a hallmark of ME. At 6 months after infection I had the same symptoms as 2 months and 52 years later they are the same too, just within narrower lines.
What people with longcovid are describing are nearer to my illness than most descriptions of ME and definitely more like than CFS which does not describe me at all. I don't and have never suffered chronic fatigue as usually I feel fine until I try to do something. That may be just turning over in bed but part of the hell of this disease is constantly feeling a step away from being able to do all the things you want. The days I do feel fatigued and too tired to do anything are easier for me to live with.
I am angry that my disease has been so distorted that it says fatigue to people. The strange neurological things, the odd sensations, the hard to describe pain, vision problems, breathing problems, no one has cared for years.
I am trying to avoid talking about this other than on here because it's just doing my head in
ha ha what a joke! if only it were that easy. You quickly learn that you need to watch out, but it takes yrs, and to be honest never really happens that you know what is possible. I mean you get a rough idea at the extreme ends - eg i can usually walk about 5-10yrds i know 200yrds is impossible & that if i somehow manage to psychically judge things right, the cumulative energy expenditure over the nxt couple of hours, day, & wk/month, then i will not end up so crashed I'm unable to walk at all. But that's the point .... pacing is so hard because it isnt nearly as predictable as the 'develop a baseline & increase gradually' BPS proponents would like. So i quite often do end up able to walk 10yrds at 2pm & unable to even stand up at 2.30pm, without even having done anything especially taxing in between. Thats why the deconditioning twaddle is clearly, twaddleME sufferers usually learn quickly exactly how much and what activity is possible.
Coincidentally 2 days ago i rested all day because i hurt my back & had no choice, & had terrible palpitations all evening.With Covid you can rest a day and wake up with palpitations.
Does she not know that 'palpitations' are anxiety in any case (sarcasm)
Michaela, I am sorry you are suffering, i am suffering too, in very similar ways, and have been for 20yrs. About this you are wrong. You may have spoken to someone with CFS who told you that, but please make sure you research and speak to MANY PwME before you start pronouncing things on twitter, or anywhere else - there is a vast range of experience within the ME/CFS label due to a ridiculous number of dx criteria, and levels of severity.
ETA Completely understand why people wit long covid cannot wrap their heads around the possibility it might be ME though. Its not their fault they are completely mislead about what ME actually is. I know i was utterly outraged when it was suggested to me at the beginning - "i'm not tired, i'm ILL!"
I hope & pray that Michaela and the others do not turn out to have ME, but some kind of self-limiting post viral problem.
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