Mithriel
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
That makes a lot of sense. I was thinking of the phenomenon of 'second wind' where agonising exhaustion at 8,000 metres in a 10,000 metre race can suddenly be replaced by a rhythm that will get you to the finishing line and even with a reasonable placing.
I think ME must have something to do with some down-forcing signal operating for no reason. It reminds me of our gas boiler that would fire up nicely when we open up house but switch off half an hour later, then fire then switch off ten minutes later and then keep switching off until it stayed off. It turned out to be an oversensitive water sensor. Now the house heats fine.
In terms of disease there might be a comparison with nephrotic syndrome where the liver actively reduces the plasma protein level, aggravating oedema already present due to capillary leakage. If you fill the plasma up with protein the liver just degrades it until the level is low again.
When the adrenaline has kicked in, do you the find your energy ceiling seems to have in increased? Or does it still hit you at the same point? Just wondering if this would give any hints as to whether it is the energy availability to cells itself that is ultimately awry, or if is the perception of energy ceiling that is changing.
I am not sure if it is adrenalin or not, surely something that could be tested. It happens to me when I am having fun as well as during a crisis. It also happens when I am being seen by a doctor so they never see what my life is really like.
What it feels like is dipping into your savings to pay the rent. Everything is fine for a while but the damage is still being done underneath. It is not a healthy body that is being told it is sick or a reset because the brain has got the level wrong it is a sick body that is being overclocked so there is a temporary improvement that has to be paid for later.
I have spoken before about getting fitter over a month in 1990 and feeling so good I believed I was well on the way to being cured. Then my legs stopped working one day and I have only managed a few steps since and use a wheelchair.
My body has a disease which causes damage whether I know it is happening or not.