JemPD
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
I'm finding your posts on this thread encouraging @Jonathan Edwards 
I also wonder..
Or was that of a high enough standard in the protocol? before they dropped the objective outcome measures & lowered the thresholds?
Even with things like the vocabulary used to describe PEM, or to describe the cognitive issues, they'll write things like 'poor concentration', but to me it's not "poor concentration"... poor concentration is where you cant keep your mind on what you're doing, like when you're stressed & easily distracted & you read a page of a book & you know you've read every word but you've no idea what it said, & have to read it again. Whereas what i experience during bad PEM is that when i look at a paragraph of text it's like looking at a foreign language - where i recognise/understand a couple of words but the rest is opaque.
And the problems with decision making - they think I'm saying i cant make my mind up - like being depressed or a ditherer - they simply aren't able to hear that what i experience is a total drop out in the understanding of how a decision is made, I don't understand how i would compare a cup of coffee to a glass of water. It's like developing a severe learning disability overnight.
I know thats a bit of a tangent to the thread but symptoms being assumed to be one thing while they are actually something quite different is something that's driven me mad since i became ill.
Just a thought.

I also wonder..
Like PACE?I think people are unaware of just how good a research project has to be to warrant MRC funding.
Or was that of a high enough standard in the protocol? before they dropped the objective outcome measures & lowered the thresholds?
I feel personally certain that this is part of the problem. I cant tell you how frustrating i find it that even sympathetic doctors generally don't really listen closely enough to hear whats actually being said rather than what they think/expect is being said. It's like they have a certain number of pigeon holes to put patient's accounts of their symptoms into & so they put the patient account into the pigeon hole that most closely fits what they're familiar with hearing. But ISTM that ME needs a completely new pigeon hole.I am not sure scientists are listening carefully enough to the patients to read the symptoms right.
Even with things like the vocabulary used to describe PEM, or to describe the cognitive issues, they'll write things like 'poor concentration', but to me it's not "poor concentration"... poor concentration is where you cant keep your mind on what you're doing, like when you're stressed & easily distracted & you read a page of a book & you know you've read every word but you've no idea what it said, & have to read it again. Whereas what i experience during bad PEM is that when i look at a paragraph of text it's like looking at a foreign language - where i recognise/understand a couple of words but the rest is opaque.
And the problems with decision making - they think I'm saying i cant make my mind up - like being depressed or a ditherer - they simply aren't able to hear that what i experience is a total drop out in the understanding of how a decision is made, I don't understand how i would compare a cup of coffee to a glass of water. It's like developing a severe learning disability overnight.
I know thats a bit of a tangent to the thread but symptoms being assumed to be one thing while they are actually something quite different is something that's driven me mad since i became ill.
Indeed. And it wouldnt necesssarily have to be from one area. If it were necessary I wouldn't be at all surprised if you could recruit a person from several different areas of the country who was qualified to take blood (nurse etc), who would volunteer to go out & take blood from participants in their local area prompted by a phone call letting them know the participant was in PEM, & then post off the sample. I'm pretty sure lots of friends/family of the severely affected are so desperate to find answers they'd be more than willing to pop out on a sat afternoon/evening to somewhere close to them to draw a quick sample. They'd maybe need travel expenses but...It should not be necessary to deliberately induce PEM. You just have a bank of patient volunteers who can ring the lab when they have PEM and a dedicated and thorough doctoral student who can come in at weekends to do the measurements.
Just a thought.