JemPD
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
sort of. I do have sensory gating issues, but they are there when i am at my best & were there before i was ill (there is some debate among my non blood relative family who are all autistic about whether i am autistic myself, but thats another story).Is it because the sound forces you to shift attention to it, and you can't deprioritise it?
so the difficulty with sensory gating has always been a low level issue, but this is different. I fall over if there is loud noise & trying to walk to the bathroom while the window is open & birds singing becomes impossible when in PEM even when i still have the juice to stand upright for a minute. Its like there isnt enough 'juice' or bandwidth to manage everything so it all just stops functioning properly. It feels like someone took a whisk to my brain & mixed all the signals up. Sound also interferes with my proprioception. (once in PEM) it doesnt have that effect when i well rested. But sound added to other forms of exertion reduces how long i can do it for before i crash by roughly 80%
I used 'birds singing' because its a sound i love and so many 'outsiders' think sensory sensitivity is an emotional thing & its not, at least for me, its the same with sound i love as sound i hate, although obviously i also get irritated by sound i hate, which adds a slightly higher burden of exertion, but only slightly.