If I had 'flu' there is no way I would want to get on an exercise bike.
But if you had some degree of flu every day for 20yrs, and it had decimated your life and getting on that bike might give you a chance to get your life back, to regain all the things you had lost. To have a 'life' again. You would give it a damn good go, because while you might not 'want' to get on the bike, you want to carry on with the non-life you're 'living' even less. Dont underestimate the power of grief, frustration, utter desperation.
Over the years I have looked after people in hospital with all sorts of reasons for feeling acutely ill and I am quite sure they could not get on an exercise bike and start pedalling. I have assumed that PEM feels much like that situation.
Yes you assume correctly, for me at least, thats exactly what happens to me when i'm in PEM and i try to get up & walk, the exertion makes me vomit & collapse. But i am severely affected and could not get to the testing site without making myself bad. So none of the participants can be severely affected (as i understand SA to mean) in the first place.
Careful not to compare a severe person's description of PEM with a 'mild' sufferer's description of it. Not commenting on that, i have very limited understanding of what PEM is like when you're 'mildly' affected. But perhaps it's not 'try to stand up = vomit & collapse'.
But i must say, that even in that state, try to stand/walk = vomit & collapse, i would think nothing of attempting, through sheer bloody minded determination to get on that bike & push my feet down the pedals. Because i am so f*ing miserable that i would do anything,
anything if thought it might lead to a treatment so i could escape this torment, and go to work/shopping/horse-riding/the pub, again.
I'm not saying i could do it... you'd have to hold me up on the bike and wear plastic overalls to protect from the puke, but i'd do my upmost to do it.
I dont imagine i'm alone in that, but for sure before i got ME, if i felt like that ill back then, i'd have said 'no way i cant'. But my perspective is different now. I'd suffer anything to make this stop. I wouldnt have done back then because until you've experienced it you cant imagine the emotional/psychological hell of being trapped in it.
In addition, i have to use that kind of determination to get to the bathroom on occasion, crawling along the floor puking as i go, so it becomes bordering on 'normal'.
But i also want to flag up the effect of excitement/anxiety/adrenaline - I can go from that 'try to stand/walk = vomit & collapse' state, to being able to stand & walk slowly & unsteadily for a few yards, within 5-10mins of someone making me frightened or angry. I know lots of other pwMP have 'adrenaline' related improvements so one wonders what impact that has on CPET performance/results etc. Maybe none, I'm just musing.
but since no doctor has ever seen me crawling/vomiting, because the mere act of seeing a dr makes me anxious = adrenaline = improvement, i dont suppose we will ever find out.
sorry rambling