leokitten
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
Yesterday I attempted to test a more physically and mentally active day. This was the first time I've done such a test since starting this journey.
I drove
my spouse and I 45 min in heavy traffic to an appointment, had conversation with others during that time for over an hour, drove us back 45 min to meet my parents at Whole Foods to shop and eat at the sitting area, then all of us came back to our place to sit and have conversation for 2 hours. All of this with plenty of walking, stimulation, light, hot weather, etc.
When I was mild severity ME I could push myself hard and unwillingly to do the above, but it would be constant trying to ignore the symptoms and pain the entire time and they would build and get worse until I couldn't take it anymore. More importantly, it would definitely cause a PEM payback either the same day or a big surge the next day. In mild severity ME, overexertion events like these when done on days too close to each other would accumulate and definitely lead to a crash. That's how work had been for years, each work day pushing as hard as I could and it building until the end of the week my brain and body were on fire, symptoms were screaming, and I would crash.
Since I've been moderate severity this summer such a multi-event day would be totally impossible. I could push hard to do only the car trip to the appointment, with sunglasses on and spouse driving, but the round trip with conversations in the middle and stimulation would later trigger major PEM or crash after we'd returned. If I were forced to do more than that at once I would definitely have typically a four day crash before slowly coming back from hell.
Yesterday after all that I had zero PEM, zero symptoms. The only thing that I can remark on is that my sleep was as great as the previous days, except while asleep early in morning I got a very faint reminder of my gut/abdomen irritation symptom causing me to wake up a little. But on a gut/abdominal attack symptom scale of 1-10 when 10 was almost every night of ME before 2 weeks ago, this would be a 1 or 2.
Today, even with that faint symptom reminder, I woke up refreshed and only groggy for a few minutes. I went for a 1 hour walk on another hot day with mixed sun and under trees. Again no symptoms, no PEM at all and payback from both days doesn't seem to be coming...
What I can tell you is that having ME for 5 1/2 years damage has definitely accumulated, my muscle and bones are weak, my brain is needing to start over. I feel it. My brain is awake again but I can tell it's going to take some time to heal the damage ME has done. I'm re-learning how to use my senses properly again, how to walk properly, how to think, etc.
If the ketogenic diet keeps me in remission indefinitely, or close to remission, then it's going to be a long road to get back to 100% pre-ME health, if that will even be possible. But I feel extremely lucky, and that's all it is, I just got lucky at least for now.
I drove
When I was mild severity ME I could push myself hard and unwillingly to do the above, but it would be constant trying to ignore the symptoms and pain the entire time and they would build and get worse until I couldn't take it anymore. More importantly, it would definitely cause a PEM payback either the same day or a big surge the next day. In mild severity ME, overexertion events like these when done on days too close to each other would accumulate and definitely lead to a crash. That's how work had been for years, each work day pushing as hard as I could and it building until the end of the week my brain and body were on fire, symptoms were screaming, and I would crash.
Since I've been moderate severity this summer such a multi-event day would be totally impossible. I could push hard to do only the car trip to the appointment, with sunglasses on and spouse driving, but the round trip with conversations in the middle and stimulation would later trigger major PEM or crash after we'd returned. If I were forced to do more than that at once I would definitely have typically a four day crash before slowly coming back from hell.
Yesterday after all that I had zero PEM, zero symptoms. The only thing that I can remark on is that my sleep was as great as the previous days, except while asleep early in morning I got a very faint reminder of my gut/abdomen irritation symptom causing me to wake up a little. But on a gut/abdominal attack symptom scale of 1-10 when 10 was almost every night of ME before 2 weeks ago, this would be a 1 or 2.
Today, even with that faint symptom reminder, I woke up refreshed and only groggy for a few minutes. I went for a 1 hour walk on another hot day with mixed sun and under trees. Again no symptoms, no PEM at all and payback from both days doesn't seem to be coming...
What I can tell you is that having ME for 5 1/2 years damage has definitely accumulated, my muscle and bones are weak, my brain is needing to start over. I feel it. My brain is awake again but I can tell it's going to take some time to heal the damage ME has done. I'm re-learning how to use my senses properly again, how to walk properly, how to think, etc.
If the ketogenic diet keeps me in remission indefinitely, or close to remission, then it's going to be a long road to get back to 100% pre-ME health, if that will even be possible. But I feel extremely lucky, and that's all it is, I just got lucky at least for now.
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