Liv aka Mrs Sowester
Senior Member (Voting Rights)
Like @Squeezy I find anti-depressants very helpful to mediate the reactive depression I've developed after 7+ years of this illness.
I take mirtazapine now because I was thinking frequently about how nice it would be to be able to end my life, because it's boring, tiring and painful. The ME ennui is entirely different from the depression I suffered in my teens which was mentally crushing and paralysing. In the 80s people didn't believe teenagers could get depressed, I wish I'd been offered anti-depressants then.
I think in this debate people aren't differentiating enough between CBT delivered for overcoming negative emotional patterns (which can actually be effective, especially in relationships) and CBT delivered for ME, which is clearly pants and dangerous.
I had a therapist who used some CBT to help me in a family dynamic, it helped me see that the problem was with the family member's sense of self and not a reflection on me, now their antics don't hurt me. It was brilliant, life changing stuff.
I see upthread people discussing alcohol and marijuana in the context of self medication; alcohol is a depressant and interferes with sleep quality, I like a drink (a little too much) and have to be strict to keep myself in check. I've known too many booze casualties to be entirely comfortable with it.
And weed does make people anxious and encourages negative thought patterns, no two ways about it. In my opinion it is much safer to get a prescription from the doctor than to get stoned. I've known too many weed casualties to be entirely comfortable with that either!
I take mirtazapine now because I was thinking frequently about how nice it would be to be able to end my life, because it's boring, tiring and painful. The ME ennui is entirely different from the depression I suffered in my teens which was mentally crushing and paralysing. In the 80s people didn't believe teenagers could get depressed, I wish I'd been offered anti-depressants then.
I think in this debate people aren't differentiating enough between CBT delivered for overcoming negative emotional patterns (which can actually be effective, especially in relationships) and CBT delivered for ME, which is clearly pants and dangerous.
I had a therapist who used some CBT to help me in a family dynamic, it helped me see that the problem was with the family member's sense of self and not a reflection on me, now their antics don't hurt me. It was brilliant, life changing stuff.
I see upthread people discussing alcohol and marijuana in the context of self medication; alcohol is a depressant and interferes with sleep quality, I like a drink (a little too much) and have to be strict to keep myself in check. I've known too many booze casualties to be entirely comfortable with it.
And weed does make people anxious and encourages negative thought patterns, no two ways about it. In my opinion it is much safer to get a prescription from the doctor than to get stoned. I've known too many weed casualties to be entirely comfortable with that either!