a bunch of questions that might or might not be relevant. idk if any can be answered, but it seems worth starting a list.
apologies for fog and lack of brevity. anybody is welcome to summarize or make several posts if desired.
it seems that at least some vaccines can make m.e. worse. do we have science on this? are some worse than others?
do we know what makes a vaccine worse than others for pwme? do we have better than anecdotal data?
do we know whether pfizer, moderna, etc. are similar to the vaccines that can disproportionately worsen m.e., assuming this is the case?
can we answer this question? is it dumb/groundless logic?
1] the disease the vaccine protects against can possibly disproportionately cause m.e. [lc]. presumably it can worsen m.e.
2] viral vaccines, and possibly the body's response to them, are similar [at least in some epitope] to the viruses they protect against [that being the principle behind vaccination]
3] could that similarity disproportionately worsen m.e.?
many pwme are vulnerable to insults to the body, which then worsen m.e. is the insult to the body of the vaccines that are thought to trigger or worsen m.e. [e.g. hep b] known to be worse than from safer vaccines?
can this be measured or established for the vaccines that we are discussing? please note that some pwme are harmed by colds and flu [some improved too at least by colds].
some pwme seem to have very high inflammatory cytokines. some literature [i have not looked into it] seems to suggest that this, or related factors, could increase cytokine storm and fatality in sars2.
thus, if true, some pwme could be especially vulnerable to sars2. could that also apply to any possible worsening from the vaccine?
m.e. can have enormous numbers of comorbidities or sequelae [autoimmune, allergy, vascular, neuro, primary immune, autonomic, hormonal, etc.]. can it be seen as /predisposing/ for them? if so, then does a pwme face risk from vaccination over and above the risk from having m.e. itself and over and above the risk from having those diseases themselves, because predisposed to those diseases?
finally, it seems not completely unreasonable to speculate that the incentive is high to cut corners or misreport or withhold efficacy or harms data. m.e.'s historical experience with the medical industry suggests that such corner cutting etc. could be strong when it comes to vulnerable or despised groups like lc and m.e. (e.g. "they don't count because they are pond life" or "we have skeletons in the closet we have to keep in the closet").
some pressures include 1) profit motive 2) political pressure 3) pressures related to public health and medical nsystems. what has been done to mitigate these pressures on science?
triage rules have been changed via emergency bills due to the third type of pressure in some jurisdictions (including mine). for example, if i get the virus i suspect i will likely be triaged out and be left to die. this possibly applies to a lot of pwme. can we be reasonably assured that decisions have not been made behind closed doors to e.g. not release data that could be relevant to pwme for fear that it could affect vaccine takeup or for some other purpose?
of course, it might still make perfect sense to vaccinate after balancing risk with reward -- i'd sure like to get vaccinated if i can get answers. but i ask these questions in case they contribute to different pwme's decisions.
i hope pwme who get vaccinated will be monitored for worsening -- globally -- and those normals who get vaccinated get monitored for development of m.e.