[00:00] So when I was really sick, my first, I don't know, year or two years with this illness,
[00:05] when I could barely get out of bed, alcohol was out of the question.
[00:09] So I wasn't drinking at all.
[00:10] I don't think my body could have tolerated it, and I don't think I had much of a desire for it.
[00:15] But when I started to feel even a little bit better, maybe closer towards the end of that second year,
[00:21] I remember there was one occasion where I decided I was going to have some wine,
[00:25] and I had too much wine and I got a hangover from drinking that lasted almost two full weeks.
[00:34] So that really kept me from drinking for quite a while after that as well. So my hangovers were
[00:41] intense. But I did notice that while I was drinking, I was feeling much better. I had way
[00:47] more energy and I could do so many things that I couldn't normally do. It was like virtually all of
[00:53] symptoms disappeared. But that two week hangover left me scared. But eventually, as time went on,
[00:59] and my health continued to improve, and I started traveling, and I was hanging around with a lot of
[01:04] people where social drinking was very much the norm. And my not drinking was making me feel like
[01:13] I was outside of what was going on. So slowly, I started drinking more when I was out with other
[01:18] people and alcohol became like my superpower.
[01:22] It was crazy how good I felt once I was consuming alcohol.
[01:27] And now that I've started sharing my health journey publicly,
[01:30] because back then I actually didn't talk about it much.
[01:33] And most people in my life weren even aware that I had any kind of health issues And I think if any of them saw any of these videos now they think how were you sick Like I would sit out sometimes drinking with you until 3am How is that even possible It really was like my superpower And I still got
[01:51] hangovers. They didn't last two weeks. Thankfully, they were probably worse than
[01:56] a healthy person's hangover. But it kept me afloat. It allowed me to fit in and
[02:03] socialize and have friends and have energy to do things that I didn't normally do. But of course,
[02:09] alcohol consumption is very bad for chronic illness recovery. I think it's very bad for
[02:13] everybody. It's poison. So we're drinking poison, dumping it into a body that's already struggling.
[02:21] And then I've come to appreciate because I'm hypoglycemic. So I've read every single book,
[02:26] I think, on hypoglycemia that exists. And alcohol converts to glucose in our body faster than straight
[02:32] sugar even does. So it is really hard on our bodies in so many different ways. So I'm certainly
[02:40] not recommending that anyone who's struggling use alcohol as a way to feel normal. I'm just saying
[02:47] that that was my experience. So I just love to get the conversation going and I'd love to start
[02:52] getting some more information out there on this since there doesn't seem to be much. So please,
[02:57] if you have any experience with this or any thoughts or any insights, I'd love for you to
[03:01] share it in the comments so we can start to learn about this and understand this. Incidentally, when
[03:06] I finally did recover, I cut out alcohol almost completely. It was vital that I did. I was getting
[03:12] nowhere when I was consuming alcohol regularly. When I recovered, I'd cut it out often for months
[03:17] at a time. Now that I'm feeling strong and healthy and symptom-free, I do still consume alcohol on
[03:24] occasion.