A great example of how our health care system fails chronically sick people: My Jtube clogged. I can't get food or any supplements or meds into it or into me. And many of these meds cannot be skipped, not for a day, definitely not for a week.
It's Saturday so I'll have to call the hospital on Monday and get an appointment mid next week at the soonest if my mother begs them. A Jtube breaking or clogging is an emergency - it means a person cannot eat or take meds.
Yet our system treats it like a casual, routine issue that can be dealt with whenever. Most people treat dogs better than this. You would not leave a dog stuck in a house with no food or water.
This has caused me profound stress over the last 8 years depending on something so fragile, seeming to always lean on catastrophe. Something I depend on for life that our health care system regards as trivial and unimportant.
PS. As if part of some divine intervention, the clog pushed through the end of the Jtube as i was taking the photograph for this piece of writing, pushing on the syringe putting pressure on the clog. As I’ve been doing for over 24 hours now over and over again and only met with absolute resistance - nothing would move through. Ha! I think I’m giong to pump water through the Jtube as fast as i can tolerate for the rest of the day and maybe flush some citric acid solution through the tube too. Tiny miracles… But the point is that my Jtube could clog or leak or break or come all the way out of my stomach from catching on something at any time and I would have to go days or even a week without food or meds. Which is unconscionable. And not only is that a dire threat to my health, but causes me pretty serious stress all the time.
Love,
Whitney