I started this journey into disability as a pro-authoritarian and pro-medical doctor supporter. Failure after failure from authority figures, especially doctors, left me highly skeptical. I am now asking why research is so often ignored, including research failures. I second guess everything a doctor tells me, and go away and investigate before I believe them. I often explain the science to them, which they refute, then they go away and investigate and I never hear them refute it again. Either that or they decided to ignore the "crazy" in their office. This last year I have had doctors claiming one of my positively diagnosed problems, that cannot be anything else, does not exist and not do even the most simplistic investigation. Really? Several of my issues only hit less than 1% of the population, even before we get to ME, but they seem unable to look up a medical dictionary or database. I got my BSc in Biochemistry in part to navigate these waters.None of us or these children are going to trust doctors ever again.
Following medical advice has cost me millions of dollars in lost wages; fifteen years of severe pain followed by five with moderate pain, my entire social life except for online, my sports and hobbies, several careers, many friends, and trust in most medical advice. Everything has to be investigated or I don't trust it. These failures were not just a one off, they were year after year, decade after decade, and included many "experts". I have a good grasp of why many of us do not trust the medical system. Following medical advice would have killed me decades ago.
I also do health hacks to test ideas all the time, including early testing of high dose omega 3s for ME (1993), my shotgun protocol that reversed all my systems and then I started getting new ones and going broke, and many other issues. Like I take resveratrol for my breathing issues, but not like any guidelines say. I got to this by an hypothesis, followed by testing and retesting, using methods I developed for my shotgun protocol. Even when advice is well intentioned, or backed by science to show it works for 99% of people, we have to cautiously test things. Even when it works it has to be adapted to our needs.