Esther12
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BBC journalist Lucy Adams talks about her experiences with Long Covid, and Alan Carson: https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-scotland-65058119
She said: "He was the first person who could explain in a way that I understood what was happening to me and how the communication systems between my brain and other organs in my body had gone awry."
It could be that Carson really had accurate knowledge to share with Adams, but also it could be that she just valued having what seems to be a plausible narrative through which to understand her illness. It's interesting to read her perspective, though there's not a lot of detail here.
Hopefully Adams keeps improving and is able to go on to recover.
Back when Covid started and there were early speculations about post-covid symptoms, I remember thinking this could lead to a large number of people who were ill for a while and yet would naturally go on to recover from their symptoms, with many patients attaching to different narratives for explaining why they were improving. We can also see patients who are not improving finding the idea of understanding their health appealing in a way that can make room for poorly supported beliefs.
Some info on Bridie O'Dowd's mindfulness approach is linked to here: https://www.s4me.info/threads/“i-need-to-start-listening-to-what-my-body-is-telling-me-”-does-mindfulness-based-cognitive-therapy-help-people-with-cfs-bridie-odowd-july-2020.15830/
She said: "He was the first person who could explain in a way that I understood what was happening to me and how the communication systems between my brain and other organs in my body had gone awry."
It could be that Carson really had accurate knowledge to share with Adams, but also it could be that she just valued having what seems to be a plausible narrative through which to understand her illness. It's interesting to read her perspective, though there's not a lot of detail here.
Hopefully Adams keeps improving and is able to go on to recover.
Back when Covid started and there were early speculations about post-covid symptoms, I remember thinking this could lead to a large number of people who were ill for a while and yet would naturally go on to recover from their symptoms, with many patients attaching to different narratives for explaining why they were improving. We can also see patients who are not improving finding the idea of understanding their health appealing in a way that can make room for poorly supported beliefs.
Prof Alan Carson, of Edinburgh University, tells me he does not need to see biomarkers in the blood to know the symptoms people are experiencing are absolutely real, genuine and "appalling".
"As a doctor if you need a biomarker or a screening test to show abnormalities after two hours of listening to a patient about their symptoms, then you are clearly in the wrong job," he says.
Prof Carson compares those who suggest long Covid is "all in the head" to people who believe the earth is flat.
He was the first person who could explain in a way that I understood what was happening to me and how the communication systems between my brain and other organs in my body had gone awry.
I was one of the participants in his study looking at the impact of long Covid on the brain and as part of that I underwent an MRI scan.
It was terrifying to wait for the results but reassuring to know there was no apparent damage to my brain and I should make a full recovery.
Prof Carson agrees there is no magic bullet but believes strongly that there are tried and tested rehabilitative processes that will help people.
He also says there are very different subgroups of people with long Covid - including those who have permanent damage to lungs or other organs and people who, like me, have clear tests but ongoing symptoms.
"The problem from the beginning was the assumption that long Covid was one thing," he says.
"It is like trying to study apples by looking at a whole fruit bowl.
"There is no doubt, for example, that some hospitalised patients have been left with permanent fibrotic scarring to the lungs but lumping those patients together in studies with those who have no damage is problematic.
"It means we're left with a range of inflammatory abnormalities that we don't quite understand."
Prof Carson adds: "As a patient what you desperately need to know is 'will this treatment make me better or worse?'
"You want to know whether you are going to get better."
Constellations of symptoms
Since I wrote that first piece for the BBC, I have been contacted by hundreds of people with long Covid and ME (Myalgic encephalomyelitis), another condition which has what Prof Carson refers to as "constellations" of symptoms.
Some have suggested treatments. Some have suggested I give up and accept I will never get better. Most have asked for what I have tried and what has helped.
Clearly I am not an expert and not a scientist so I can only write about what has helped me personally and what has not.
Many people have told me they think long Covid refers to tiredness. In many ways that is the least of it.
On bad days the whole room and everything in it spins constantly and my bones split with pain.
But I have managed to do things that two years ago I thought would be impossible including returning to work - albeit part-time - and doing live TV.
Previously I was terrified I would go on air and be blindsided by the brain fog or that I would literally disappear out of shot because I was so dizzy. But I have managed.
For me, stress is the biggest trigger for worsening symptoms. I find it impossible to avoid but try to at least manage it every day.
Almost every day I go for a lie down in the afternoon. In the office I have a quiet room to rest in. Without that I would struggle to work. I am so fortunate that I have managed to keep my job, keep my home - so many others with long Covid have been far less fortunate.
I carry about an eye mask and headphones so even if I am out filming I can go and curl up in a corner and shut out the world around me because sensory overload is still very much a problem.
I swim three to four times a week. I started in September 2021 by swimming for two minutes. By September 2022 I was able to swim for an hour.
I have found that if I don't go to the pool regularly the joint pain and headaches become unbearable. Sometimes I only have the energy to do five minutes in a session but it still helps.
One of the biggest improvements for me came when I was referred to Glasgow's Centre for Integrative Care which specialises in long-term conditions.
I was helped to manage my days and my symptoms by Dr Bridie O'Dowd and their mindfulness programme.
It is not something I would have considered previously but I still try to use what I learnt every day.
As part of that she helped patients understand the need to build small things into each day which bring joy - even if it is just sitting in the garden or reading a book.
I do breathing exercises and yoga as often as I can and try to pace my activities. Singing lessons helped with my breathing and I've recently joined a choir.
A year ago I started on a drug recommended by Prof Carson which is used for a variety of different purposes but which for me has meant a huge reduction in the constant sense of vertigo.
In December last year I thought I was doing better than ever but then got Covid again and struggled to recover.
Frustrated, I tried hyperbaric oxygen.
It was an interesting experience. It felt like it helped a little but I did not come out bounding with energy nor free of pain and brain fog.
I'm aware some have found its power to be miraculous. I am glad for them. It was not a miracle cure for me.
I am far more aware now of how many people are managing silently with invisible symptoms including chronic pain and chronic fatigue for a range of conditions including long Covid.
I often feel overwhelmed by the knowledge and the fact I can't fix them nor myself.
I'm writing this not because it is comfortable or fun to write about the condition, but because I am doing so much better now - three years on - and I hope that in some small way it might help other people to know that.
Ultimately I would like to know when I will get better and if I will ever get back to 100% but I am grateful to come as far as I have.
Some info on Bridie O'Dowd's mindfulness approach is linked to here: https://www.s4me.info/threads/“i-need-to-start-listening-to-what-my-body-is-telling-me-”-does-mindfulness-based-cognitive-therapy-help-people-with-cfs-bridie-odowd-july-2020.15830/
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